I hope my sister’s proclivity to throw and delete not just her things but mine too will kick her hard in the ass one day. I really do. No matter how expensive or how much sentimental value something might have, EVERYTHING has the risk of being thrown away by her… I just do not understand how she has such little regard for everything. I wouldn’t care so much if those things were just her things but she thinks she has the right to go throw my things as well- from my letters from friends, to selling my books given to me by mum (seriously the flipping nerve of her) and also my exam notes that I had needed for an exam the very next day- it’s not like my stuff in my room is in her way, so where the fuck exactly does she think she gets that right from?!
Even worse is that I’m usually the one who gets told off by mum for crying and yelling the house down and my sister just gets off scott free, like I just started crying and yelling for no reason. Maybe I should just ‘accidentally’ donate her entire makeup collection to the garbage truck on purpose and see how she cries. YEAH. But even just thinking about doing that seems absurd and selfish to me because my general belief is that you shouldn’t decide what happens to things that aren’t yours… but fuck do I really want to throw all her precious makeup out the window right now. Maybe then she might understand what it’s like to throw out people’s things without being told.